My Hell Experience

The Testimony of Susan

nThere was a time when money was my god.

Before everything changed, I was a supervisor at Goodyear Commercial Truck Care. I trained employees who had little to no experience in the techniques and mechanics of working on 18-wheelers.

Then one joke changed the direction of my life.

I joked with a driver that if he brought the goods, I would make the drop.

He called me on it.

He showed up with a brick, put a gun in my face, and forced my hand to sell it.

As I became familiar with selling in Shreveport, Louisiana, money became my idol.

And I was not a good person.

I would throw bullets at people and tell them to try to catch the next one. I would walk over people's bodies while they were overdosing just to collect my money.

I had no regard for human life.

Not even much regard for my own.

I have a lot of blood on my hands.

January 2023

In January 2023, I suspected there was a sting operation happening after I noticed an unmarked car near the trap house I was selling to.

I knew something wasn't right.

But that didn't stop me from trying to make the drop.

As soon as I did, I saw the lights flick on behind me.

I took off on my motorcycle.

I was doing roughly 120 mph on I-49.

When I realized I had lost the cops, I exited onto 31-32 and slowed down to about 75 or 80 mph.

What I didn't take into account was the condition of the road.

The potholes.

I was riding a chain-driven motorcycle. I hit one of those potholes, and the chain popped off my bike and locked into my back wheel.

And that's when everything changed.

About two weeks before this happened, a friend had invited me to church with her. She had been talking to me about Jesus.

Like always, I dismissed it.

But in that moment, when I knew I was going down, I closed my eyes, gripped the handlebars, and said:

"God, if You're real, I am sorry."

Then I let go of the handlebars.

I opened my eyes.

And I was immediately transported to hell.

Hell

I saw the outlines and shadows of people in the flames with me.

Some were reaching upward while screaming.

I remember the smell of sulfur.

I remember the smell of burning flesh.

And I distinctly remember the sound skin makes under heat.

Then I saw God from His chest to His waist.

His arm moved in front of me, and He showed me every sin I had ever committed and how those sins affected other people.

Then He showed me how everyone else's sin had affected me and how I had ended up where I was.

There was no denying it.

I deserved to be there.

When people say, "Fear the Lord," that doesn't begin to describe it.

He is Divine.

He is Holy.

And we aren't.

No matter how good you think the life you've lived has been, it isn't good enough.

What the Lord Began Showing Me

The Lord began showing me the near future.

He showed me Donald Trump.

He showed me how the Jews in Israel believe that he is their Messiah. The scribes who have studied the Torah have seen similarities between Trump and Moses: coming from the high place, the people rejecting them, and then returning to the high place.

Moses led the people out of Egypt into Exodus.

Donald Trump would help the Jews build the Third Temple.

Because of the many peace deals associated with the Abraham Accords, the Jewish Heritage Convention gave Donald Trump a menorah. On that menorah, they called him the Prince of Peace.

But I heard God say:

"I am the Prince of Peace. Trump is My trumpet."

Then the Jewish Heritage Convention and Korea gave Trump a crown.

God took me to Revelation 6:2, where the rider on the white horse was given a crown, went out to conquer, and conquered.

God said even the elect will be deceived.

He showed me many Christians following this man while not acting very Christ-like.

So I asked the Lord:

"Who is he? Is he Saul, or is he David?"

The Lord did not answer me directly.

Instead, He showed me Trump shaking hands with the leaders of Russia, China, North Korea, and Iran.

The Lord said:

"These are your four horsemen in Revelation and the four beasts in Daniel."

Again I asked:

"Who is Trump? Is he Saul, or is he David?"

Again, the Lord did not answer me directly.

Instead, He said:

"There is nothing new under the sun."

AI and Nero were evil then, and they are evil today, and He will destroy them once and for all, as He did before.

I told the Lord I didn't understand.

The Creature, Elon Musk, and the Frog

Then He showed me a creature about 40 feet tall.

The creature was using Elon Musk like a puppet on strings.

Elon's mouth opened unusually wide.

His tongue rolled out.

A frog hopped off his tongue and went into the Pope's mouth. Then it went from the Pope into a mystery man.

I could totally identify that man if he were standing in a lineup.

I asked God what it meant.

He told me that people who have sin have windows and doors open for the enemy to hop into them. They become stumbling blocks to others and to themselves.

They must repent of their sin and turn their hearts back to Him.

Then He asked me:

"Did you see the miracles and wonders taking place in the earth?"

I answered:

"No, Lord."

He showed me lame people walking with robotic legs.

People with robotic arms.

The mute speaking using Neuralink and artificial intelligence.

Then I heard the voice of the Lord say very angrily:

"He is taking all of My glory!"

He took me to Elon Musk standing in front of the presidential podium when Trump was running for president, with Elon Musk encouraging everyone to follow and worship the beast.

It was at this time that the Lord revealed to me:

Trump is a wicked man who has pure intentions in his heart. And for this reason, I will use him for My glory to fulfill prophecy.

My Spirit is with him. But because of his boasting, arrogance, and pride, My Spirit will depart from him as it departed from Saul.

Then He showed me Elon Musk having the authority of the first beast and slashing governmental jobs left and right.

He showed me Elon Musk bringing fire down from the sky and parking a space rocket in the place from which it launched.

Then He said:

Luke 10:18.

But when He spoke it, He spoke it in His tongue.

I understood it in English.

He said:

"I saw Satan fall like Barack from Bama."

Then He asked me what Barack's middle name was.

I responded:

"His name is Hussein."

He told me Hussein meant good, handsome, and beautiful.

Then He took me to the fall of Tyre and said he was handsome and beautiful, filled with wisdom, and put his throne above the stars.

He asked me if I understood.

I said:

"Yes, Lord. But why are You telling me? Why are You revealing these things to me?"

"Whom Shall I Send?"

Then He said:

"Whom shall I send?"

I answered:

"Send me, Lord! So I can tell the people of Your imminent return and what's to come."

He said:

"If they did not believe the prophets before you, why would they believe someone who was dead and has come back to life?"

I answered:

"Lord, send me to do Your will as Your servant."

Then He told me I would lose everyone I loved and everything I had serving Him.

I told Him:

"You can have it all."

I bent my knee.

And I recognized Him as my Messiah and my God.

Then I Blinked

I blinked.

I was back on 31-32.

Traffic was jackknifed behind me.

My motorcycle was about 50 yards away.

I had fractured C4 and C6 and broken my neck at C5. I had ruptured discs from C4 through C7, and spinal fluid was leaking.

I broke my humerus.

I had been impaled in the left back waist area by road trash.

I had road rash from my chest to my knees.

But by God's grace and adrenaline, I was able to walk off the interstate and into the ambulance.

I immediately underwent surgery with a neurosurgeon.

I came out paralyzed from my neck down on the right side of my body.

Everyone said it was a miracle I was even alive.

Meanwhile, I was trying to comprehend what had happened.

My spirit was telling me:

I met my Creator.

My flesh was telling me:

Girl, you were trippin'.

I needed to make sense of what I had experienced.

So while recovering from the road rash and four spinal surgeries within a ten-month period, I asked my husband for a Bible.

"God, It's Dull and Boring!"

In October 2023, I think it was the day of the eclipse, I became frustrated.

I threw my Bible into the corner.

I looked toward the ceiling and cried:

"God, it's dull and boring, and I don't understand it!"

It was almost as though God, with His sense of humor, responded:

Okay, little girl. Let Me show you how dull and boring My Word is.

He poured His Spirit out upon me.

I began prophesying.

And He began healing my body.

What He Showed Me

At that time, He showed me that when Donald Trump stands with Netanyahu talking about peace and safety, California will experience a 9.8 earthquake and will become a distant memory to man.

An earthquake of magnitude 7 or higher will shake Philadelphia and bring the Freemason Temple, the Masonic Temple, to ruins.

A 7.6 earthquake will take place in Alaska.

Tornadoes will take out the Chesapeake Bay Bridge.

Lightning will strike the clock in Prague, Czechia.

He told me that when I see these things take place, I am to know that He is at the door, ready to rapture His church.

Then He showed me Iran and Turkey coming together with the help of Palestine and turning Damascus into rubble.

The USA will set up Germany for the digital dollar and digital ID.

Because of this, Russia will nuke Germany.

When we see these things, we are to know that the four angels in the Euphrates have been released and have entered the four beasts of Daniel, which are the four horsemen of Revelation.

They know they are stronger together.

Then Russia will hit jer-USA-lem with an EMP.

That is how God showed me USA.

What Happened After the EMP

The first couple of weeks were fine.

Then people began running out of food.

Mobs started forming in neighborhoods.

People began killing their neighbors over resources.

After they killed one another in the cities, they began migrating toward the country.

The rural areas were less affected.

That's when I saw China's boots hit the ground and touch American soil.

They gleaned what was left from the land that the people had not already devoured.

They killed the children.

They raped and killed the women.

They enslaved the men and brought them to Egypt.

And they left the rest for dead.

Iran gave orders to Russia and North Korea to send missiles to attack the East Coast of the United States.

Right after that, I saw nuclear weapons hit New York, Florida, Texas, and what was left of California.

The fallout covered the entire United States.

The winds began blowing it across the country.

It touched the rivers.

The grain.

The animals.

I saw festering sores break out on many people.

Jesus told me:

We go up when the nukes in the missiles come down.

He comes with the clouds.

Then I Got Out of That Bed

Right after that prophecy was given to me in the hospital bed, I was able to get up.

And I walked out of the hospital.

The neurosurgeon and nurses were chasing after me, asking:

"How are you standing on your own?"

"Why are you out of bed?"

"Can we take another MRI first?"

I told them:

"Jesus healed me. I'm fine, and I'm on a mission with a message!"

So That's What I Do Now

Since then, I have gone back to the trap houses where I used to sell.

But I'm not going there to make drops anymore.

I'm going there trying to pull people out of the same fire I was forged in and bring them to Jesus.

I visit several churches from Bossier to Mansfield, Louisiana, because I want to see what they're feeding the people and how they're feeding them.

Then, based on their locations, when I evangelize on the streets, I try to fill their pews.

Sometimes I even go to church with the people I meet if that's what makes them more comfortable.

I'll introduce them myself.

I'll bring them directly to people I know and trust at those churches who can help them.

Because after everything I have seen, everything I have done, everything I have survived, and everything I believe God showed me, there is one thing I refuse to do:

I refuse to let anyone go to hell without me pulling on their arm and warning them where their words and actions are leading them.

So I give them my testimony.

I tell them where I came from.

I tell them what happened to me.

I tell them about Jesus.

Because it is by our testimony and the blood of Jesus that these people will be saved.

Voice in the Wilderness Outreach Ministries
Who We Are

Voice in the Wilderness Outreach Ministries is a Christ-centered outreach ministry called to take the Gospel beyond the walls of the church and into the places where people actually are.

Our heart is for the highways and byways, prisons, recovery centers, neighborhoods, streets, and overlooked places where someone may never walk through the doors of a traditional church, but still desperately needs to know that Jesus will meet them right where they are.

Through street ministry, Bible distribution, prison and recovery outreach, radio, podcasting, teaching, testimony, and missions, our purpose is simple: prepare the way of the Lord and point people back to Jesus Christ.

We believe ministry isn't reserved for pulpits, buildings, titles, or Sunday mornings. The Great Commission requires movement. Sometimes ministry looks like preaching into a microphone. Sometimes it looks like handing someone a Bible, feeding someone, praying in a parking lot, sitting beside the brokenhearted, or walking into a place everyone else has written off.

We aren't interested in building an audience that simply watches us serve.

We want to wake up disciples.

Read your Bible. Know Jesus for yourself. Test what you're taught against the Word of God. Love people others overlook. Tell somebody what Christ has done for you. And when God tells you to go...

Go.

“The voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the Lord, make his paths straight.”
Isaiah 40:3

The wilderness is bigger than any one ministry. So if you've got a voice, come shout with us.

https://www.voiceinthewilderness318.com
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